SUNDAY NIGHT
April 30th
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Entry 1
JOURNAL ENTRY
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The Dark Lord is
leading me up the staircase not saying a
word the
energy between us
is something I just can't explain, we
climb higher
and higher and I feel
so different, lighter somehow and I feel
like
I am going home, I am home.
I feel like I have known him forever.
He is silent he
takes my hand and the energy flows
between us it is
nothing I have
ever felt before. My entire body is
electrified at least it
feels that way. I
have a feeling of Love, deep love, love
like I have
never experienced
before a powerful love a love that
brings with it
energy, a powerful
love, something I feel yet can barely
explain
Love is flowing
between us like it has been growing for
thousands of
years, it is
heartfelt and deeply deeply heartfelt at
that.
Is this what I
have looked for my whole life, is this
the missing piece?
Is this what
destiny looks like, where is he taking
me? I trust him
completely yet I
don't know him but I feel that I have
known him
forever.
My Dark Lord, my
love........
We climb higher
and higher and there is a fog we are
starting to travel
through it is a
mist of some kind but it's strange
because it is filled with
emotion, it is
filled with love and it wraps around us.
There is great
power in love and I feel it as he takes
me higher and
higher now the stairs are
gone yet we are climbing and floating
there is nothing but mist here, we
float through. This is the most
amazing experience and I have no fear, no
fear at all.
I see a light in
the distance, it's candle light it
flickers and there is a
castle and there are
people, lots of people and they are
standing
and waiting and we rise high above
them almost into the clouds and
I can
see the land below and the
fields and the castle and it's
beautiful
and it's another era....
The 17th century
perhaps and I feel like I am finally
home, what did
we travel through
from the house, where are we. My
Dark Lord
where are we?
I could barely say this the feeling of
Love surrounds
me in a way I never
could have thought possible. It's
powerful.
The Dark Lord
turns to me and looks into my eyes with
a look that
goes right through me
and says.
My Love, My lady,
My Queen Raven Mae you
are finally
home.............
........EL