SUNDAY NIGHT
April 30th
THE JOURNAL ENTRIES BEGAN
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Entry 1
JOURNAL ENTRY
19
It's dark and I am full of
fear...........
I sit here in the pitch black and
wait.......
I am being called somehow by my dark
shadowed friend, friend? Is he
my friend? He feels lost somehow, yet he
knows exactly what he does.
I had mentioned before I am an empath
and I feel another's emotion, I connect
on some level that I can feel. He
is on a mission, he is focused, he is of
strong will, he will never stop until he
gets what he wants.
"Remember me my love" those words rip
through me, my love?....my love?
And where does that
staircase go?......do I even dare to go
all the way up?
To where I wonder?
I sit here alone in the dark and look
around the room I can see the moon light
on the gravestone in the distance, the
fog dancing around it like love wrapped
around someone's heart.
My heart feels like there is a fog
hanging around it wrapping itself up so
tight
that it hurts sometimes.....you know,
when you just know that something has
always been missing,
something........it's heartfelt.
The mirror on the wall holds a lot of
mystery too, I can see it glistening in
the
moon light that shines through the
window, maybe the secrets will be
revealed
in the mirror or through the mirror
tonight. I wait and I am ready to have
them
come in, they are here anyway.
They are looking for Raven Mae, they
leave
messages for me. I am ready.....so
I sit in the dark.
It's peaceful tonight all I can hear is
my heart beat and the wind and the wind
is dancing around outside as if to speak
to me. I know there is a message
in the wind, it always carries voices
from a distance. Outside there is
a
message they send quiet or not they are
always there, they are listening,
they are watching, they are waiting,
they are determined to guard a legacy
and to renew one, they are "people" of
conviction, strength and courage and
they are not living as we know life to
be. Are they here? or maybe they could
be in another time frame? No.....they
are here, right now.......
Dark, really dark it is and there out at
the grave site I see movement I see
people and what looks like people in an
eerie way in a circle around the
grave site they hold hands and raise
them up and look up and lower them ...
and then the leaves start to fall from
the trees, floating all the way down to
the grave site, floating like a dance
through the night sky to the grave until
they rest in an unusual way on the
ground, almost a deliberate landing.
They also fall around these people in a
circle, forming a circle around them.
Ahhhh one of them is turning to look at
me....a sharp chill just went through
my body .....Ahhhhh another one is
looking at me......Ahhhh all of them are
looking at me.......Ahhhhh one of them
is pointing at me........I can see right
through all of them in the
moonlight....maybe I should get the
lights.
Ahhhhh the winged one there is his
shadow it's over the grave.....Ahhh
rose petals are falling down around them
landing on the grave.
Ahhhh they are all turning now and
walking this way Ahhhhhhhhh!!!
Ahhhhh!!! The house is lit with candles.
Ahhhh.....where did they go!
The mirror ...there in the mirror
....it's showing me something from a
long time
ago. They are all there and they
are with someone she looks like me.
.....Ahhhhhh
They turn towards me and motion
for me to come closer....rose petals are
falling around them in the mirror....the
room has a smell to it suddenly
it's smell like an oil like amber or
myrrh or both it's strong now......The
candles are burning brighter, the roses
are beginning to fall around me.
Their are standing in the mirror and now
they are all crying, they are motioning
for me to come closer they are trying to
show me something.
Ahhh I am frozen and I can't move and
there it is the Raven on the porch and
he
is staring at me, the shadow here he
comes Ahhhhhhh!
Ahhhhhh! The chanting..........
(Voices Chanting)
Raven Mae
Raven Mae
Ahhhhhh! No I can't, I can't, I
can't, I can't............Ahhhhh
(Voices Chanting)
He cometh for ye
Here lyeth ye body of Raven Mae
Raven Mae
Raven Mae
He cometh for ye
He cryeth for ye Raven Mae
Awaken she must, he cryeth
Here lyeth ye body of Raven Mae
He cryeth for ye Raven Mae
Awaken she must, he cryeth
Awaken she must, he cryeth
Awaken she must Raven Mae
He cryeth for ye Raven Mae
He cryeth for ye Raven Mae
He cometh for ye Raven Mae
He cometh for ye Raven Mae
........EL
