SUNDAY NIGHT
April 30th
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Entry 1
JOURNAL ENTRY
34
RAVEN MAE ENTRY 13
The daybreak light
streams through my window and makes a
pattern
on the bedclothes
that looks strangely like a creature
with wings,
a bird of some
kind perhaps but it's larger. Then it
slowly slips
away, slides
across the room and out the window,
as the sun moves
slowly while rising in the sky and along
the horizon.
I hear a knock on
the door and I am being asked to rise
and greet
my mysterious
stranger although he is not the one at
my door. I am
told he is getting
ready to leave, something has come up of
great
importance and he
must go. I too must greet the day and
attend
to matters of my
people.
I rise and watch
the beautiful sun in the sky and
remember bits and
pieces of an
unsettling dream that sits like a pit in
the hollow of my
stomach. I
am remembering the fateful day my
parents were killed
when I was 18 and
I will not forget. Why would I think of
this today
after a beautiful
evening? I should feel wonderful this
morning with
a new awakening of
love pouring through my heart. The
mysterious
stranger has opened doors for me that I
have held closed
since my royal
family was killed and I became Queen of
this fair and
beautiful land.
I dress quickly
thinking about the shadow sliding
through my room
and trying not to
grasp any meaning from the new day sun
shining
mysteriously on
the bed and casting shadows within what
may be
my imagination but
I know better.
Dressed I now
descend down the castle tower stairs
watching through
the windows and
glancing down at the front of the palace
where
the mysterious
stranger has his carriage waiting with
the beautiful
black stallions
with their glossy hair shining in the
sun.
Our eyes meet in
the front entrance of the palace and
it's an icy stare.
Strange I can't
understand, I have never seen such a
blankness in his eyes.
I do not know him
well but I know him well enough to have
noticed
the intense warmth
in the way our eyes have always greeted
each other.
Something was not
right and it scared me. A long
time ago I remember
a look when my
royal family was killed, before they told
me and it
was very erringly
resembling this cold stare in his eyes.
Your majesty I
must leave and attend to matters of my
home which I
dare not discuss.
I had a terrible dream this past night
and I don't
understand this
feeling after we had such a beautiful
heart warming day
of late.
Your majesty Raven
Mae I must leave but I will not forget
you, your
dark eyes speak
1000 words, do not dismay. I know you
have your
people to attend
to as well.
He turned and
looked at me as he was getting ready to
go and looked
one last long time
into my eyes with the deepest, warmest
look that
I could feel right
through my heart and he said your
majesty with your
permission may I
give you something that will warm your
heart
and fuel your
power, something that I give you
straight from the heart
and from the
deepest part of myself, something that
will be from a part
of myself that I
totally and completely give to you and
only you.
Yes my lourde you
have my permission and thank you for the
visit
and the matters of
the heart that you have shared with me
while
you have been
here. We have danced yet another dance
into
a long and
wondrous magickal night like there
hasn't been with
any other.
Magickal there is extreme importance
here as much as
a door opening
filled with love. I too had a dream last
night and
must attend to the
matter. I too woke up to a feeling I did
not like and
must address with
the Wizard.
And with that he
leaned over so gently so slowly and took
one hand and
gently placed it
on my face and moved slowly closer while
he looked
strongly an deeply
into my eyes. He put his arm around my
waist and
gently pulled me
forward and slowly moved towards my
face, our
lips met and he
kissed me. My entire body filled with a
warm light that
rose up and around
me. I felt as if I had been lifted off
of the ground
into the air.
I felt every second, every moment
throughout my body
something was
being set free. A breeze rushed through
the room and
as he pulled away
I heard the faint sound of chimes in the
distance.
Until we meet
again your majesty, remember love is the
key, love is the
key..............I
leave you with love, love to be felt,
love to be
remembered, my
love for you.......
He walked down the
steps of the palace and climbed up into
his Black
and gold coach,
dressed in black velvets and took one
last deep intense
look at me then
stepped into the carriage and off he
road once more.
..............Raven
Mae
